take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, November 17, 2005
8:00 PM

i dont see the reason why people like to copy so much.
as in. cant they jus be themselves?
if they copy, they seem so.. imitated.
heard of imitated goods?
yes, thats what i mean. but of cos. i dun call them 'goods'.
that is definite. they are human jus like me.
everyone has their feelings.
to think baq to the past one year in queensway.
i sort of regretted what i did.
and yes!!
CHEE YING GOT INTO QUEENSWAY
yipppess. i seriously hope she can get into my class.
well. tmr's trg again.
how sad can that be. guess its gonna be physicall.
*yawwns.
i guess thats all for today.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, November 07, 2005
6:29 PM

i am baq, after 2 months.
hah. things went on as usual.
exams..trainings..
hais. din so well for EXAMS.
ive dropped one position frm 2nd to 3rd.
blame myself for not studying hard enough.
why do people alwyas regret only after they hav attain a certain result they dun wish to achiev.
ok. trainings.
its getting harder and harder.
i think my skills havent been improving frm the start.
help me someone!
its like? my layup screwed up.
i dunno wads wif my hand.
i simply cant throw the ball in the rim like last time anymore.
i jus cant describe it.
todays training.. im not gonna slack anymore.
im gona make myself improve.
not losing to some old dog thats jus joined and performed really up to standard and can be compared to me.
in another words. HER SKILLS IS IMPROVING TREMENDOUSLY.

oh fine. im gotta stop here.
-ciaos

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, September 01, 2005
7:43 PM

goiin' out wit Yinsuan, Paul and Marcus iish alwayys fun, enjoyable and most of all, WACKY.
as usual, we met up to go play bball at SMU until abt 1 when we left the place for Great World City to catch and muviie and play bowliin at Kim Seng Plaza xD
it was a total fun! We went to play arcade first and i topped up $5, yinsuan $5 and paul $10. At first, Paul went to play time crisis first. so me Yinsuan and Marcus went to play other games la. we all were dead thirsty wadd. so we went to play one MINI basketball game and marcus started shooting and those he miss, i will stand at the side and simply stretch my hand out and shoot it back in(so u can see how SHORT the net seriously is). yeah.
and guess what, by the tiime paull can baq to the 3 of us for the cardd, we told him this,"ehh? go check see got how much value left" denw e ran to the machien tgo check how much $ and pts left la. den to HIS horror, the card had only $0.05 left hahahahaha!! he pokked for $9.10 cos his game cost 1 buck hahaha!!
oh manns. after tat we exchange the pts for F&N grape la.
LOGICALLY, we actually spend a total of $20 on 4 CANNED DRINK! which can be easily bought with only $5! how INTERESTING! after tat, we went to down to the link to cross to Kim Seng Plaza to play bowling.
and be4 we went across the liink, we threw aay our drinks la.
uh-huh. yeah den when we were waiting and killing our time at Kim Seng Plaza,(while waiting for our turn for lanes to bowl which took us... approximately 1hr) paul came and told us."I believe god has eyes. cos when u all were throwing away ur canned drinkks i found a $10 beside the bin. whahahs! so.. the $10 i wasted at the arcade isnt wasted!! hahaha."
yeash. so do i, believe that god has eyes. hah!!
ok after that after bowling(paul, again, used his found-beside-the-bin's $10 whahhas!) we went to the arcade, again, beside the bowliing alley. and we were glued to one stupid machine. the oen when we put the coin in den see if the rest of the coin hre will drop out one. yeah tt one. we were laughin until lyk shiit la.
cos when the coin din wan to drop and it was SOOOO close to dropping. we kept taking out $ and exchange for more coins and still it disappoints us.
whahahas. marcus was soooo enggrossed in it until he went," ehhh got anymore money anot! tmr i pay u all back la! faster! i buay tahan liao. going to drop liao see see seee!!" and he bend out to look at the difference on how much it was going to drop. and yes, it IS going to drop. its only piled up! haha.
so i parted with my $6, paul with his $2 at first den marcus went begging,"eeh las time la las time la!!" den paul gav another $2 and another $1 hahaha. so funny. we were laughing like mad in the arcade lor. we kept bangin the machine for the coins to drop until the alarm frm the machine kept ringing lor. hahaha.
and the tixed. we exchanged for 8 LOLLIPOPS hahahah! and its FREAKING sour la! hahah.
oh0god0damn-funny. den we went back to GWC. and went o buy macdonalds icecream.
TIIS CRAZY MARCUS SO MAD!! GO AROUND THE DUSTBIN AND LOOKING FOR MONEY LA.
HAHAHA. MAD. HE THIINKS TAT MONEY CAN BE FOUND SO EASILY LEH HAHAHA!!
SO FUNNY LOR.
its damn funky today.
esp when the 4 of us go out. sure laugh until siao one. haha.
okiie. thats abt it. long post today. byee!
school sux tmr!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 21, 2005
10:10 PM

whahahha!!
ytd was damn fun! :D:D
went to toa payoh to watch the match btw Singapore table tennis team and Samsung(Korea) team.
yeahs. yinsuan and i waited for crystal and serene for so long outside the Toa Payoh sports hall.
omg~ cos there was a glass window there wad.
and the MCs where introducing the players.
so when the player's name got mentioned they have to take a step and bow.
when Jiawei's name is mentioned, she stepped out and everyone screamed la!
haha. oh man, i could only see her back cos i was outside.
THANKS CRYSTAL :D hahhaa.
anyways. yinsuan and i were sooo hot so we went inside th air-conditioned sports hall.
we anyhow go find a seat first la.
and the 'great' thing was that my handphone no battery again(like las yr december when i was at the table tennis grand finale, my battery went flat!)
well ok. i only managed to take one shot.
back of jiawei and xuyan.
okiies. Jiawei won the singles :D
happiies! and by tt time crystal & serene gtg :(
after singles wass the doubles, Xuyan and Jiawei.
they were close to winning when Jiawei acciidentaly hiit the ball straight towards the net?
and guess wadd she diid?
she hit her own head and jump abit lor den she laugh. oh man.
so cute lol
yeah and all the match not very nice le.
until the end when they gt this special match btw Jiawei & tt olympic champion.
omggg!! lol. first set wasnt ver interesting.
but when it comes to the second damn funny lor
the score was sooo close until when tt guy caught up with a duce and jiawei lost 13-11.
bur that game was nice! most of the poiints jiawei 'earned'
have to thank to her powerful smacks!
very good! everone was like 'WOAAH!' i was woah-ing too lol

yeah so after everthing yanqing, cas, her bro, sis, yinsuan and u wenrt to mac to bye a drink lol.
late in the night
and yinsuan stayed over my hse la.
she got bad scoldings
poor gal :P
oh yeahh! and yinsuan, serenem crystal and i dun dare to get jiawei's autograph wadd.
den called cas's bro to help us get.
hes soooo cute lor!
he like. walked towards jiawei very very slowly la.
step by step lor. haha. tho he was scared.
yeah den. jiawei said afterwards when her match finishes.but when her match finishes.
i called yinsuan help me get lor
den jiawei kept rushing to her dorms liao.
so mean!!!
tmfph. so another time.
i did not get her autograph but instead.
i got xuyan!!
shes one ncie and friendly player :D:D
and i oso took photo with her. thnx to cas's camera :D

ok ill stop here. i need to go off studying ler.
byeee

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, August 12, 2005
9:54 PM

My Buddies

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*



take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

ITS THE BORING-EST SHIT EVER.
MANY THINGS HAPPEN.
BEING THE LEADER ISNT FUN AFTERALL.
EVERYTHING JUS SCREWED.
ITS JUS SUCKED.
EVERYONE QUARRELING
EVERYONE IN A BAD MOOD
yin smsed me and told me i will regret it for life if i go for the carnival.
i trust her. oh yes i do.
yes yes. and it seriously sucked.
WOA LAU EH.
YUPING ANGRY WITH ME?
FOR TALKING AND BEING SO CLOSE TO PEIQI.
WAD SHIT MAN.
STILL SAY WAD.. I XIAN QI HER. DEN NOW SO CLOSE TO HER
I BARELY JUS CALLED HER TO TAKE A FEW NAPS FOR US WAD.
WADS HER PROBLEMO.
im not angry.
i jus feel it is abit exasggerating.
its jus stupid.
why mus she hav such atrocious temper.
my patients has its limits.
i cant tolerate everything.
im still a human. please treat me like one.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, July 30, 2005
6:13 PM

me and my dearest cousin haha.

me and yinsuan, jailed :(

ahh! i like this..

rawkk on, bud :P

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*



take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Hais im still lost.
whose coming my hse and whose not.
those SERIOUSLY confirmed are :
- Tania
- Yinsuan
- Jin YIn
- XinYing
- Michelle
- Lynette
- Paul
-Marcus
-Yong Jie
- Xiao Dan
- Li Cheng
- HAfizal
- Usher
- Amadea
- Kimberly
- Eve

16 only!! how how how?!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, July 28, 2005
8:14 PM

IM DAMN STRESSED!
EVEN MY SCIENCE WHICH IS BETTER DEN XINYING LOST TO HER!
LOST TO MARCUS, PAUL, YANXUN, EVERYONE!!
ARGHHH!! IM REALLY GOING TO DIE SOON
WHAT TO DO! WHO CAN HELP ME!
WHY AM I GETTING SUCH OUTRAGEOUS RESULTS IN SEMESTER 2?
WHY? WHAT IS IN ME?
WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME!
I JUS WISH TO KILL MYSELF!! WHY AM I BECOMING MORE AND MORE STUPID!
IT SEEMED MOST LIKELY THAT THE MORE ISTUDY THE LOWER I WILL GET!
WTH!! FF!! ARGHH. SOMEONE HELP ME!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, July 26, 2005
4:11 PM

ok. firstly, i wanna thank crystal for telling me that the lastest copy of LIME, thers Ron. haha.
yeahh. i guess ill jus post what he said on here kayy.

LIME: Name a local icon you identify with.
Ronald Susilo: My girlfriend lah! Li Jia Wei. (Laughs) She's a great representative for Singapore and has done really well in her career, despie all the pressue she faces. I salute her for that.

LIME: What make you decide to settle down in Singapore?
I became Singapore citizen in 2002. My intention was to play badminton here and represent Singapore in international tournaments like the Olympics. I'm very grateful that Singapore has given me the chance to represent the country. I'm already feeling very much at home. Since I came here, there's been a tremendous increase in local badminton players, especially among the young ones. there are also more participants taking part in local tournaments. Kids here have to study much harder compared to those in Indonesia. Luckily, I'm working full time. I don't have time to study anyway.

LIME: What's your favourite Singaporean dish?
Hokkien mee. There's a hawker centre behind my training hall at Old Airport Road which sells very good Hokkien mee. Whenever i go back to Indonesia, my family always ask me to bring home chicken rice, carrot cake and oyster omelette. The plane ride is only one and a half hours so the food's still pretty fresh when i land. Sometimes, they ask me to buy toys for my nephew 'cos it's cheaper here!

LIME: If you're planning a $20 budget date, where will you go?
Jus go to East Coast Park and have a McDonald's meal. (Laughs) Then walk around, breathe the air at the beach. It's only $20, you can't do much. If watch movie, then don't have to eat ah?!

LIME: Is your wedding going to be helf in Singapore?
Should be! (Chuckles) i'm very international right now so my wedding will be a mix of different cultural influences.

LIME: Do you think Singapore might one day host the Olympic Games?
Well, you have to refer that question to the Singapore Sports Council. But I think it's possible.

LIME: How would you like to see Singapore progress in the next five years?
I hope that sports facilities will be improved and our sportsmen will keep producing results in the international arena. Happy Birthday, Singapore! Do for it!
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isnt that nice?? hahaha
anyways. i lost to xinying in LOTS of subjects. stupid arent i?
im gonna piah already :D

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, July 25, 2005
4:04 AM

YAY! I WANNA THANK ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SEND ME WELL WISHES AND WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
THANK U ALL, LURB UU.
OH YEAH. MOST IMPORTANTLY, I WANNA THANK ALL THOSE WHO BOUGHT ME GIFT =)
OH THANK SO MUCHH!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, July 22, 2005
6:09 PM

whahas. today was fun.
yinsuan asked me to go blangah and play bball again.
its not as fun as i expected ya noe?
hardly played for 2 hrs, only 1.
yeah. den we decided to go to plaza sing to take neos.
heh. she? whahas.
neways. yeah. we went mad. took loads of machines.
she oweing me 15 BUCKS. thnx gal.
and i checked my phone for miss calls.
saw tt crystal called me. followed by serene a minute later.
i returned serene a call and she toldme shes with crystal at ChongFu primary.
watching the table tennis match!
and guess wad? Jia Wei's there watchin too!
shes sitting on the stage, and when she went off, got ppl escort one!
so dua pai right? gawdd.
yeah. and when i wanted to rush there with Yinsuan
Serene replied me,'dont need to come liao, she going now.'
i was like.
wtf? i so no yuan wif her siah.
okiie. luck is still not on my side.
I WILL GET TO SEE HER!!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, July 21, 2005
3:09 PM

i damn freaking stress k.
im really stressed!!
finally 4 tests over. now im seriously worrying abt my results.
how? im si dead.
i have to win xinying!! i have to!
i cannot lsoe to her
and got back my chinese paper liao.
how? i got 63! xinying got 74? more den 11?
wtf? how? that means i hva to study really mega-hard.
i cant lose to her.
not in a SINGLE subject! never!
Lit, HIstory, Science and Maths.
i hav to win!
xcept for chinese.
tt fooking ms lee! shes idiotic!
i jus started hating her today.
we have english brochure test. den? she call us to take out the brochure part.
i din take out first so did yanxun!
den? she scolded yanxun first den me??
den she went around to check the other's work and tell them wad mistakes they got la.
den she say she dowan to tell me and yanxun?
i dont call this fair!!
arghh..8i hate this
if i get higher den xinying. i will be uuber happy

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, July 14, 2005
9:16 PM

MUS SUPPORT SILVER!!
SHE RAWK THE WHOLE PROJECT SUPERSTARR!
I WILL CALL CALL CALL! =)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, July 11, 2005
5:38 PM

heyheyheyy!
guess what!
JIAWEI WON THE US OPEN!! WOOHOO!!
THATS HER THIRD TITLE!
FIRST* LAST YEAR JUNE AT US!
SECOND*START OF THIS YEAR AT SLOVENIA!
THIRD*THIS YEAR, YESTERDAY NIGHT AT US!
HIPHIPHURAYYY!
she won tie yana, the first seed at US open, 4-0!
pro right? right right? =)
by practising hard and through diligence, we will succeed :P
another boring day x(

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, July 08, 2005
5:40 PM

look at this interesting image!!
its so adorable!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, July 07, 2005
4:20 AM

oh yes!!!

LONDON WON!!
hiphip huurayy!!
madness.

im different.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, July 05, 2005
9:42 PM

][expect the unexpected.
we never expect to win st.margs.
neither did we expect to win zhonghua.
and yes. we did not. so what?
we did lead/draw for the 4 quarters.
only for the last 5 minutes.
we.. yea.. din do well.
its all my fault. i could have done better.
i dont feel like mentioning abt it anymore.
after the match, some people cried.
i cried in my heart. was controlling my tears la.
well. its really wasted.
we can win that match! we can!
its all over. its worth all the crying.
we can do better! x))
hais. monday's against newtown.
we WILL win! mus hav confidence ma =)
and.. wednesday.. SCGS. we will hav the chance!
ok. another boring day.
went to KAP after watching match btw Whitely and St.Theresa.
yea. Whitely 7 - St.Theresa 61! whahas.
hmm. how i wish our draw hav Whitely. den we might hav a chance to enter second round.
okok. ill stop talking abt the match. kkayy.
im such a lousy pokkai!! x(



jiayou jiayou jiayou!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, June 25, 2005
5:32 PM

im currently under initial D craze.
whahas. its jus, so funny, so nice, so handsome(jay n edison), so touching, so.. EVERYTHING!
its the movie of the year! mabbe in my entire life x))
yeah. hehe. i went to watch in 230605 with kim and charmaine.
it rocked. and again, i went to watch today with jinyin. the 1320 one.
i went there early so went to buy the tix first.
was shocked when i saw almost ALL the time available today were all selling fast!
im glad everyone is enjoying the movie. and, kimberly's gonna watch it again today with her sister xD
we are MAD. yea.

hehehe. jay jay and jay =)

gehehe. jay at the far right.

Initial D starrs. Media Conference.

weheheh =) who's that? obviously its our JAY! =)

x)) isnt that cute! hahah.

Jay and AE86 =D

JAY and Anne Suzuki

JAY in Chapman To's AE89. hehe. after that he puked and scolded him "WANG BA DAN!!" HEHEHE
"神也是人,只是神会做些人所做不到的事 x))"-im still laughing over that! hahaha.
see! i toldcha im mad xD

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
6:22 PM

shuaii ma?

initial D! watching tmr yea yea yea.

jay in the middle. can ya see him? x))

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
10:06 AM

yesterday night. when i came online.
someone's nickname strucked my attention.
its jiawei. georgina, del and i tried saying hi to her but to no avail.
she din reply. so i went offline with disappointment.
anyway, i skiped basketball trg today. i dont mean to!
my ankle really hurts, i cant run.
i hope other players wont accuse me on other things.
well, so here i am. i came online and saw jiawei online again!
i tried saying hi to her without too high hopes.
and so, she replied me!! haha. i was mad at that time.
well, i wasnt like last time, stuck after saying hi to her.
i managed to continue~! hahah. w00t!
the conversation was pretty short. but its nice ((:
since its so short, ill post it here.
Me: hello
Jiawei: hi
Me: are u jiawei?
Jiawei: yes but wo yao zou le.
Me: oh.. na me kuai jiu hui lai xin jia po le?
Jiawei: last night.
Me: oh. yanqing he wo men dou hen xiang ni ((:
Jiawei: me too *angel*
Me: hehe. you going for training soon?
Jiawei: wo yao zou le, xia ci zai jian le a
Jiawei: bu shi wo qu kan didi
Me: okkie ((:
Me: bye. xia ci zai jian ((:
Jiawei: 88

isnt that short? haha, the duration is only 11 minutes. haha.
but worth it! =))
i dont get her by "wo qu kan didi?" wad didi?
haha. bluR.
IM SO DEAD! HAVENT FINISH MY HW!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, June 19, 2005
9:20 PM

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious
and serious.
Loves to teach and
be taught. Always looking at people's
flaws and
weaknesses. Likes to
criticize. Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat
and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows
how to
make
others happy. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved.
Highly
attentive. Resistant
to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic
but has
difficulties
expressing love. Loves children. Loyal.
Has great
social abilities yet
easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money
cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to
reach
goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
thoes
not show it. Dislike
unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but
rarely shows it. Daring
and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing
dreams and
hopes. Sharp. Loves
entertainment and leisure. Romantic on
the inside
not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift.
Tries to
learn to show
emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate.
Shy
and reserved.
Sensative. Naturally honest, generous and
sympathetic. Loves peace and
serenity. Aggressive when provoked.
Sensitive to
others. Loves to help
others. Not easily angered. Trustworthy.
Defends
others. Appreciative
and returns kindness. Observant and
assesses
others.Varied interests.
Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves
traveling.
Loves attention.Strong
belief system. Hasty in trusting others.
Loves
home decors. Musically
talented.Depends on friends. Loves
special things.
Moody and easily
hurt. A giving lover. Very loyal. Deep
Thinker.
Feels deeply. A
romantic. Loves to be loved. Thrifty.
Loves down
time alone.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste
but tends
to regret. Attractive
and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems. Brave
and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good
memory.
Moving
Motivates oneself
and others. Sickness usually of the head
and
chest. Sexy in a way that
only their luver can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed
and
highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others
and
loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and
mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic
(left
brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness
usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good physical.
Weak
breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling.
Dislike
being at home.
Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking.
High spirited.
Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants
the
best.
Temperamental. Funny
and humorous. Loves to joke. Good
debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to
make
friends.
Abiding. Able to show
character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions.
Takes
time to recover when
hurt. Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to
fathom and
to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes
pride in
oneself. Has
reputation. Easily consoled. Honest.
Concerned
about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and
sparkly. Not
revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes
nonsensical and
unnecessary things. Guides others
physically and
mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring
and
loving. Treats others
equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary
and
sharp.
Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties
in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the
past and the
old friends. Likes
to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for
friends.
Never looks for
friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to
having stomach and
dieting ! problems. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt
but takes long to
recover.
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and
caring. Brave
and fearless. Firm
and has leadership qualities. Knows how
to
console
others. Too
generous and egoistic. Takes high pride
of
oneself. Thirsty for
praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily
angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and
cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and
to be led.
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive
but not petty. Poor
resistance against illnesses. Learns to
relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to
make
friends .
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SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful,
cautious and
organized. Likes to
point out people's mistakes. Likes to
criticize.
Stubborn. Quiet but
able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and
detailed. Loyal but not always honest.
Does work
well. Very confident.
Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever
and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information. Must control
oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself. Understanding.
Fun to be
around. Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly
shows
emotions. Tends to
bottle up feelings. Very choosy,
especially in
relationships.
Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves
them. Loves
to takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but
doesn't pretend. Gets
angry often. Treats friends importantly.
Always
making friends. Easily
hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of
what others think. Emotional. Decisive.
Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to
travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and
easily
jealous. Concerned.
Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift.
Easily
influenced. Easily
loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom.
Thinks
forward. Unique and
brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp
thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors.
Dynamic
in
personality.
Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig
secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable. Brave and
generous.
Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a
way.
Determined. Never
give up. Hardly becomes angry unless
provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others. Sharp-
minded.
Motivates oneself. Does
not appreciates praises. High-spirited.
Well-built
and tough. Deep
love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain
in
relationships. Homely.
Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy.
Honest
and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic.
Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in
organizations. Fun to
be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises.
Loves
attention. Loves to
be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not
pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take
high
pride in oneself. Hates
restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of
humor.
Logical

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

w00t. i found this skin.
isnt it kewt? hehe.
finally i have a new template yea? whee.
hais. tmr, i dunno whats gonna happen to me.
going to trina and tania's hse for gathering.
they are moving back to HUA GUAN! oh yay!((:
i can walk to their hse easily.
anyhows, today's another boring day.
the day i went out with louisa was intersting!
since almost everywhere is having sales now. why not go shopping?
hehe. went to jurong point with louisa.
and i bought 3 shirts and 1 shorts. hmms. quite cheap leh.
all the things i get are discounted. whahas. isnt that nice?
i cant wait till the new school term begins!
as im beginning to rot at home already.
if i have infinite amount of money(which i think is impossible)...
i will go mad shopping everyday! buying shirts and stuff.
until one day when i cant squeeze anymore shirts into my hse.
hehe.
ok tats abt it. hais. im so sad when Jiawei lost her finals match against GAO JUN! in Chinese Taipei open. =( why is she always the second!!! =(
i feel like crying my heart out le! aiyah. she will still hav chance.
at least she gained experience in every match she plays in =)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, June 11, 2005
9:00 AM

im sick.
after my fever, i had dirrorea?! and headache.
blargh. worst fever EVER.
i never had cases like this.
monday basketball again.
woa piangs. im so bored!
im starting to worry abt the school hmwk.
i cant excess to that stupid SchoolDNA.
i hate their functions.
why cant the teacher/school just print out papers for us to do?
why waste the time to post them up.
and thinking of some other who doesnt have computers in their home.
how are they gonna do their work!?

whee. this sunday!
F.I.R is going to IMM carpark(again) for their autograph session.
im oh-so happy! as in..
im not their die hard fan or smth.
but i jus wanna get my CDs signed!
i only had my 5566's CDs signed. hais.
arghh. my tummy is hurting again.
i think ill stop here, needa go to the toilet AGAIN.
louisa, my louisa haha. please come online! =(
i need u to watch movie with me!
MADAGASCAR! i hav to write my movie report too!

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
3:48 AM

sad. we lost.
17-50, whats so embarrasing if we had done our best?
poor Peiwen, hope shes alright now.
i think i played rougher than usual.
and i also think i know the reason why.
mabbe during trainings, i dun wanna play as rough becos im afraid i will hurt the seniors.
ltr they angry =/
but today, during the match, i murdered alot of people. haha
like, accidently, hitting opponent's head, stepping on fingers.
but the most disgusting thing is that they are all god-damn sweaty!
and my right arm always rub against them! eeeww!
acting like a towel. YIKES!
hais. the next match is on this thurs i think.
hope we will win. and if so. we will most probably be playing with queenstown =/

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, June 02, 2005
9:18 PM

i wanna link these, not a post kayys. :
http://2004.sina.com.cn/fenghuo/bd/2004-08-17/69508.html
http://www.qingdaonews.com/gb/content/2004-08/21/content_3540322.htm
http://mdshnx.nease.net/server/oyh/2004_oyh1-ljwpage.htm

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, May 27, 2005
7:51 PM

waah. went to take my report bk and parents meeting.
lucky kor went wif me. or else. hais malu seh.
went into the class and sat there and wait wait and wait.
den ms lin came to talk to my mother(lucky not mrs leong) hehe.
ok den after that, went to heeren to meet serene and crystal and 2 of their friends.
went there to buy the 'IN THE SPOTLIGHT-stories of singapore sports celebraties' hehe.
such a disappointment!
we thot that Jiawei and Ronald will be there. but in the end?
all the others came but not the 2 dua pai.
haha. how can liddat one? haha.
yea and thnx serene and crystal for helping me get remy ong's and james wong's autograph be4 i came.
hais. remy very tall lor haha. anyways, when walking towards cine, met amadea!
hahah. such a small world, and met his didi too! so cute!
so i tapped his head haha.
so many cameraman there lor. den we kept running away haha.
hmms. after tat we saw peay fern and asked for her autograph.
the 3 of us were standing behind her( cos we dun dare to call her).
haha. den serene wanted to tapped her but missed cos she turned baq haha.
yea den we passed her out books lor. Crystal and me kept laughing at Serene haha.
and we also called Serene to ask why Jiawei never come.
she said that she will be going overseas?
and tt Crystal siao le. go ask why Ronald nva come! haha.
hmms went to take neoprint at heeren wif them lor. and bla bla bla.
went seperate ways when it was 5. haha.

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Thursday, May 26, 2005
4:56 AM

heyheyheyss!!
im damn happy today.
Yesterday was the Singapore Sports Award! hahahas!
i hav been wondering wad is jiawei and ronald wearing ytd.
and i promised i will definitely buy ALL the newspapers. and i did! haha
i found some WONDERFUL pix. ready to post them up! see them first and i got one more thing to announce.

Ronald and Jiawei at the side. hehes. so nicesh.

table tennis team! yeaa! rox rox rox!

peay fern, JIAWEI and xueling! hehes! so cutes.

*MuAcKzZ* whee! so swt!
and yeash. i lsot my hp ytd.
and MOMMY BOUGHT MIE A 3230! YEASSHH!
I LURB 3230! THNX LOADS!
its my dreeam fonee! yeash yeash yeash!
wad a happy daee!
tmr is meet e parents session.
i very scared ltr the teacher anyhow go talk to my mother.
she dunno ang morh sia. haiss.
hahahas. anyways. stop here le. bye!
26.05.05 ROX!!

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
4:59 AM

went sentosa wif aisyah, hafizah, paul, marcus, mie, xinying, jinyin abd yuping!
we took off frm queenstown mrt. took 145 frm there and arrived at habour front.
we actually wanted to take the sentosa bus frm there but marcus din wanna wait so we left to take a cab. hehe.
walked walked and walked to find a nicey and comfy place for us to lay down our mats!
hmms played lotsa things. but 1 thing. before we went to clean ourselves, as it was low tide alrdy, we dug a hole near the sea and water flowed into it. its our mini 'delta' hehe! arent we so studious? go for outing still studying geography hehe =)
yea and we went to sakae and eat eat eat hehe. and also my first time trying sashimi! whee.
abit funny la. okie okie lor. lemme post up some pix our future photographer, usher took hehe.

liistening to musiq - " wo yuan bian chen tong hua li, ni ai de na ge tian shi " hehe xinying and miie.

usher, yuping and miee! nice baqground ehh? quess where we are! hehe.

we lurbb bicycle!!

cheeez everyone! see someone missing? xinying! she doesnt know how to cycle. hehe

nice baqground too yeaa? hehe. usher, miie and hafizah!

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Monday, May 23, 2005
11:11 PM

WOAH LAU EH!
BLOODY SHIT! I DONT HAVE A FATHER!
I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!
came baq frm sentosa today! it was fun.
and many thnx to paul for accompaning me baq to my spooky home.
thnx to marcus too.
i dun wanna say abt my trip to sentosa with my friends today.
think will say it another day.
my main subject here is..
I HATE MY FATHER!
sometimes my mother too!
i hate them!!!
arghhhh!
why must my mother alwyas think that neighbourhood school teaches us bad things?!
i know! im stupid! frm raffles girls to queensway!
ok? i admit im stupid?! happy?!
you have all your smart sons and a stupid idiotic ah lian daughter!
happy?! im stupid! im lian! good la! giv birth to such a failure daughter!
i think it is hopeless for me to tell u all my problems!
IT NEVER HELPS!
im like venting my angers on this blog. poor you.
but its a total shit! no one can help me.
why mus i be so sad over this shit problem?!
Queensway isnt a bad school!
Although many people thinks bad about it, its still the BEST secondary school!
no matter, even when being thrown to compare with RGS.
i know, i know, it is a neighbourhood school.
but so what? does it means that there are alot of bad people?
ah lians? ah bengs?
NO! never! yes. probably u think so. but no!
have you ever seen in a good sch, there are still some lians?
every school is the same, teaches the same thing.
i need to cool down.
LEAVE ME ALONE!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
3:40 PM

oh dear. oh crap. oh rubbish. oh SHIT!
jus came baq frm school! and styaed back for prefects interview!
damn scary ok! i wun be prefect de! hope so.
tell u how it works.
its like. Me, Xinying and Ashiq went in the class first.
in the class there are 3 teachers and 6 prefect.
so on one table there are 1 teacher each and 2 prefects.
guess what! the prefects and teacher which interviewed me is..
MR CHUA! DM! and the TUA NEH BU! and another gerr.
oh my gosh. she seemed to be luffing at mie la.
ask so many questions and mr chua told me the criteria of being a prefect.
say so long until xinying went out alrdy, den li cheng came in, followed by when li cheng went out, IM STILL INSIDE!
Mr Chua's still telling me everything!
i dowan be le. oh gosh.
someone help me! =(
my results are very bad. all of them did not meet up to my standard nor target.
maths - 88/100
chinese - 90/110
science 60/100
english - 64/100
geog - 59/100!
omg! my geog! what the hell happen?!
guess what, Mrs Tan marked wrongly ok!
we are suppose to pick to do question 39/40.
den i picked 40. but i did the whole paper cos i din noe we gotta pick at first.
as i hav only noticed it like.. at the last minute?
so i jus crossed out the question 39. nnot the entire page.
den i ticked one big tick on Q40.
so when i got baq my paper. she crossed out the Q40 for me! wtf!
den marks Q39! tt part i did like shit!
so got freaking low!
my A1? all becos of her i dun hav it now!
wtf! im so pissed. and tt bitchy sashe got the same result as mie!
how can i be as stupid as her?
den she called me to learn my lesson.
what the.. wad lesson hav i gotta learn?! u said tick and cross out the question we are doing or not.
now?! it ended up like, wad? SHIT! FAGGOT! omg!
good la! learn wad shit lesson?
not to attend you lesson forever??
gosh! im never gonna forget this.

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Monday, May 16, 2005
5:44 PM

such disappointment.
after the bball match, me and eunice left early and went to Toa PaYoh.
went there for some shopping.
since we are there, and both of us are so mad over..
Jiawei. haha.
we went to STTA and see if shes outside.
the 2 maddies, were walking outside STTA like siao.
then we went to the stadium to see if shes there.
nope, again.
Hais. i wanted to stay there awhile longer but its getting late le.
my irritating maid will keep calling my hp.
so. we left lor. hais. so sad.
oh yeah! before we left. i rmb tt ronald's car hav tt tasmania devil's headrest.
haha. den eunice was peeping into every car to look for it. haha.
but.. sad.
i guess Jiawei is either trg or out with ronald.
hais. so sad. another sad day.
tmr got bball trg. feel lyk slacking!
i think we will also get out exams paper baq. siao liaos.
scared i wont do well =( .
oh yeah. found out a story on Jiawei N Ronald.
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/jiawei_ronald/

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Thursday, May 12, 2005
11:40 PM

went out with louisa
met her at great world and took a shutter bus to orchard tgt.
shes still taller than me! =(
we walked all the way to taka to hav our lunch at yoshinoya.
and also, my second time, how pathetic =)
had teriyaki chicken. call xinying tt nite.
asked her where she went cos hiromi told me she saw her at fareast.
hiromi, your eye smth wrong hah?
xinying din go fareast la.
anyway, xinying oso ate at yoshinoya
and ordered the same meal as me =)
no wonder shes my jie haha. pukess.
after eating, went to heeren to take neos.
thats why louisa suggested cos ive never taken wiif her.
finish all the shots, time for designing!
we were lykk morons! stood at one side of the machine waiting for the other people to finish designing.
very fed up! then one women came and tapped on my shoulder.
Worker : hey, are the pictures taken by you all there? there is another side for designing your photos too!
louisa and i were dumb strucked! how stupid can we be?!
left with 60 seconds, we couldnt do much, count us as stupid then =)
while walking out of heeren i was yizhen and said hi to her.
haha. she was like. shocked to see me? Hey! Whats Wrong?!
told us she was waiting for hiromi, ying and anne.
we left for cineleisure, louisa, requested to take the last neoprint.
ok. i was forced. hehe. again.
tiis machine she picked was pretty kewl.
and after all the shots, we went to design again.
one thing that i hate abt tt machine is that when we are designing, there are no 'curtains' behind!
people can view our pictures! damn embarrassed!
but we dun giv a damn anyway.
hmms. tiis neo we took is better compared to the previous one!
call hiromi and asked them if wanna meet up.
met them at cineleisure's cheers, they kip stealing my chips!
went to heeren to take neoprint again.
the sofa one. hais. lucky not squeezy. its nice! ill get it posted up =)
ying wore micromini leh! hehe.
her pose all damn.. not lyk her. haha.
after all that. we went window shopping before we decide to go to suntec to catch coach carter!
yay! too bad yizhen and louisa cant come.
the movie rox! its damn nice.
din noe it was a true story!
u all gotta catch it!

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Its one of the best day ever.
im starting to enjoy secondary sch life.
its getting fun.
but one thing that make it perfect.
it the bitchh!!
everyone hates her!
shes trying to act as if shes still as 'popular'
guess what, everyone's hating her lyk hell now!
jus now while some of were waiting for yuping to finish her oral.
we - janice, clara, meiling, me, jinyin, peiqi, were scolding sashe when she finished her oral la.
so shuang!
we stopped her outside class 103 den all of us walked towards her and janice started scolding.
went to great world after tat.
we wanted to warch house of the wax but couldnt cos its NC16! argh.
well. and we kept hanging arnd that area. dots.
saw many queenswayans too.
while hanging arnd there saw michelle, lynette and some of their sec 3 friends.
haha. and guess what. saw ALVIN haha!
xinying arh xinying. wasted sia.
haha. after hanging arnd we went KFC! haha!
shld hav guessed what we did. stole mac's curry sauce and bbq sauce and chilli bla.
den play the splatting game!! haha! kewl yeah?
we did it on janice. haha.
yuping pushed her hand down. luckily janice kip withdrawing her hand den in the end.
yuping had more of the 'mixture' on her hand. haaha
overall, its fun. at first janice did suspect wad we are doing.
yuups. and we went to janice house to watch OUIJA BOARD!
its freaky! i scareamed afew times. the conclusion was boring.
i dun even geddit! so do the others.
hmms. today's awesome!
too bad peiqi cant come wif us haha! stupid piggy.

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
8:33 PM

arghh. exams!
ive never feel bad before every exams in primary school.
but now. i will always hav a feeling i wont do well.
even for my most confident subject, chinese.
what has gotten into miee!
geography, how i wish theres no such 'population' topic.
chinese, how i wish theres no such hard comprehension.
english, how i wish theres nothing called VOCABULARY!
maths, how the heck i ever wish i'll never make any darn mistakes!
i noe. i noe. no man is infallible yeah?
but how stupid can those mistakes be?!
stupid dumb dumb.
oh yea. had my chinese paper today.
not as hard tho. but the comprehension the one we hav to write numbers instead of words.
yeah. thats hard! very very!
1 thing that made almost everyone scared of that is...
it is worth 3 marks per question! dots.
and total for that is 15 marks?
hohoho. guess im preparing to fail for that section.
hope it wont effect my other results.
i wish i wish i wish.. i can still beat xinying.
i dont believe i can never win her!
well, if ure reading this.
im sorry for taking u as a target. but u can take one as ur target too!
i dont mind =)
a target, u hav to try ur very best and AIM at the middle point. hehes.
and english oral today!
index 1-7. actually i was 3rd. but ms lee doesnt wanna take up our time on revision for maths.
while im here blogging..
yeah. sos he requested us to 'line' according to the one who lived the furtherest away frm the sch to hav the examination first.
so. im first! Bukit Timah. hehes.
hmms. she said my reading was very good! yay! ive done itt!!
and for pixture it was like a family? BIG family gathering arnd the pond. fishing i guess.
the picture was blurr!
oh yeah! before we had our oral, some 104 girls came and said no teacher was there for their oral.
whahas. den ms lee went off to tell em smth, leaving us in class.
guess wad we did in class? i actually walk to the teachers table and peeped at the oral papers.
hehes! well the picture was blur. so couldnt make out wad it was.
all of us were mad. some were the door guarders. while some are the 'peeping-girls'~!
hehes. maddys we all.
hmm. i read the passage pretty fluently! =)
she said : VERY GOOD!
i was damn happy! hehe. and the picture.
arhh dun bother. and conversation. she asked abt family outing.
i said abt the trip to japan when i was in primary 4.
and my cousin was lost while we were in the disneyland and so on..
she seeemd to be interested. and i saw her ticking something when i was telling her.
guess its abt mie oral. but how come its ticks? not.. marks?
yea. and after i finished. i looks abit scared that i wont do well.
and she said, "dont worry siting, u did well! u passed"
i was more comforted by then.
and i was waiting for xinying, shes the third one to be tested.
while i was waiting. i kept walking outside and ms lee kept smiling at me.
saw jiayan coming. so she asked me abt the oral and i said it was okay. and not as tough.
jiayan saw shaheena joining us for the first batch and she came to join the MADDYS!
yupps. so. ms lee saw jiayan and i talking so she said,"jiayan, wanna come and join them for the oral? look! shaheena is there too!" jiayan hesitated at first and slowly she walked into the class.
she was the last tho. hehe.
ms lee also asked if i told her anything. and i said no.
actually i told her abit. shh =x
she also called me to go to the canteen to see if theres any 101 pupils who wanna take their exams today.
no 101-ners in the canteen. sigh. went baq.
i think she saw me very bored and called me to sit at one side of the class while the others sit at the baq.
actually, i sort of agree what aryani said.
although ms lee keeps on scolding us. shes a nice teacher.
she scold us because of the boys. and some girls.
example SASHE THE BITCH.
shes the one who NEVER hand up her work.
made ms lee pissed.
anyways i think i gotta stop here.
good luck for my maths paper 2 tml. im aiming for full marks in order to not let my 90^ 'fly away' =)

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Saturday, May 07, 2005
7:37 AM

allow me.
i hate exams.
who are they setting that tough exam papers?
English, one of my best subject.
now its a diffcult subject to me.
save me from this torture!
if i every fail english.
this will be a miracle.
and i will be thanking queensway.
oh gosh.
save mie!
geography paper.
its an easy paper.
but i have many careless mistake.
not careless, my eyes. playing tricks wif me again.
cant you stop it!
i hate it when this happens.
CARELESSNESS SUX!
Human landscape too.
about population and styff.
i have absolutely no idea.
i guess i will have to pull up my socks on that chapter.
other then my eyes.
my ears are also playing tricks on me.
instead of hearing ' pick one question 39/40'
i heard it to ' pick one question 38/40'
i picked 40, luckily aryani asked the teacher what to do as confirmation.
thus, i did the whole paper, instead of picking 1.
thank gawd i managed to finish the paper on time.
but i guess i wont do as well as i expected.
sob sob =(
ok. here are my target settings :
English - 75 - A1
Maths - 90^ - A1
Chinese - 80 - A1
Science - 70 - A2
Georgraphy - 82 - A1

i guess thats abt it.
i gtg now. byee!

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
5:11 PM

iim stiill mad.
maddeniing over Jiawei and Ronald.
well, Jiawei hav her table tennis competition now.
hmm. its the world cup one!
hais. thot she will play really well!
she get what she achieved in Athens Olympics.
4th position!
but now. sob sob=((
shes only in round 32! and got kicked out by GAO JUN! arghh!
ahh! i really wanna cry le!!
at first Jiawei was losing. 8-11, 7-11
den she won her 3 in a row! 11-8, 11-5, 11-5
i was thinking..' one more game! juse one more and u win!!'
yeah. i thot she WAS gonna win. cos she was leading 10-7 in the set.
i think she was thinking too much abt winning, same case as Olympics.
guess what? she lost that set! 11-13! goshh!!
i was screaming like mad.
and the last one. she started badly. and caught up frm 6-7 to 7-7.
i was pretty happy and thought that she might stand a chance.
but it totally ended up in another conclusion. 11-8.
i was totally shocked.
Gao Jun is rank 18 while JiaWei is 6!
but yea. i believe she can lose to someone having higher rank than her.
guess she was too tired.
i knew things weren't going right.
cause she almost lost to a ranked 61 opponent! their scores were 4-3?!
sob sob.
XueLing too. she lost to Lin Ling HKGer. she lost 2-4.
how sad =((
no more glory for singapore.
even YanQing, after receiving my sms. her day is ruined. im so sry.
but i couldnt accept the fact either.
hais, nvm.
要再接再力！不要放齐！加油！加油！
我们会永远支持你！=))

so lurbbing hah? hahas. her over one-carat diamond ring frm Ronald wor! haha

The day they left for the Olympics Games! on the 9th of August! Jiawei's burffday!

Cheers Age group 2004. was looking for my cousin's pix but in the end. i found this! and the bottom one!

guess shes laughing at the way ronald's posing ba haha.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
12:34 AM

Exams are round the corner.
or mabbe. not round the corner.
tomorrow, ii wiill have my engliish and chiinese paper 1.
cant iimagiine 4 months iis gone, iin a bliink of an eye.
soon the 5th month iis comiing. and den followed by the 6th! yayy.
holiidays! [well ii thiink iim thiinkiing abiit farr.]
aagain, many thiings had happen.
the biitch frm my class knows what QiQi had done.
w00t. wonder why she got so many spys around!
Hah! in class today, during recess.
Paul took XinYing's diary and read it with YuPing and some other people crowding arnd.
woa. XinYing must be feeling she is so 'naked'
all her secrets revealed!
sad case =((
and wads more, i grabbed her in order she cant run off.
hahas. so sry!
i went off after that. and found XinYing sitting on her place.
reading geog notes.
i went baq to my place and found out that her nose is quite red.
din dare to ask her if she cried.
haha. YuPing and Paul aapologised continuously. haha.
so freaky.
well, we were arranged to sit according to index as tml is our first paper.
so, XinYing is sitting behind me.
so happy! haha. infront of me aryani.
beside me QiQi!
behind me to the left is JinYin!
behing me is XinYing!
haha. guess wad. YuPing is sitting at the third row last one.
haha! she was like " not fair! how come all of u all sit tgt den i sit here alone! lucky got licheng to acompany me"
den followed, i was laughing lyk hell le.
guess wad!!! tt bitch!
arghh and sitting infront of me @ my far left.
gosh. she kept sending letter to aryani la. i felt like rising up my hand and tell Mrs.Tan
hmph! den everytime turn baq and see see see.
not shuang issit?
see see see. lata ur eyes pop out arhh.
so pissed with her. QiQi very funny lor.
lucky she is chou ah lian. everything oso dare to do de.
tell you wad we did.
Siting : eh PeiQi! we 1,2,3 say "aiyo! so suay!"
PeiQi : okok! i wan to say. so shuang!
Siting : ok. 1..2..3!!
Together : woa lau!! why so suay!
HAHA!
den she turn baq again lor! we turned away haha!
so continued laughing like siaos.
very funny lor. JinYing oso made up something.
we called 'Siloso Beach' instead of 'Bitch'
haha! how stupid can we be?
yeashh, 1 more thing.
during recess a grp of us gathered tgt outside the HOD rm.
reading aaisyah's LIME mag.
so funny we were all being pervertic!
looking at people's boobs. my gosh.
hahas. and talking abt pornn!!
din believe actually Hafizah was the mad one
all of us laff until like shit la. so damn loud haha.
ohh. let me post this pix we took outside class!

these all the maddest people in class.
top row : Aisyah, Me, XinYing, Li Cheng, YuPing
MIddle : Cyntia, HafiZah.
Bottom : YinSuan, XiaoDan, QiQi! haha!

Cleaniness A!! yay!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, April 09, 2005
9:22 PM

w00ts!
fiinally,
the day had came, the day when 56's comiing to singapore!
for their autograph sessiion!
wheee! tiis post miight be quiite long.
so bare wiif iit. [well, i dun even tiink anyone's readiing]
hmms. the day before 56's autograph session.
iit was Cyndii's!
rush to junctiion 8 immediately to meet YinSuan, ShiHui and her cuzziie, WenXin [am i riite?]
0oh, i was there too also meet liingerr, yiin and her frewn, xiinghuei.
woahh, guess who i first saw when i went into the open area.
surpriisingly, it was my other 2 younger cuzzie, Brendon[error haha] and Amenda.
wonder wad they were doiing there when i asked them if the got Cyndii's album and they repliied no.
well, siince i hav nothiing much to do.
and couldnt find YinSuan and the rest,
i followed Amenda into da crowdd.
1 thiing i could comment abt her.
smaller in size is actually a good thing when u squeeze iinto somewhere as squeezy as thiis.
iit was damn embarrassing!
everyone was looking at us in an ungrateful way.
some seemed angry. *sorry!
and some were even talking abt my cousin.
feel lykk giiving them a punch!
whats theiir problemm? they were there for autograph, not there gossipping abt others?!
i dont giiv a damn abt them.
ok. i had been tryiing to get a few shots but missed. as we were very far baq.
very very far baq.
w00ts. anyways. my younger cousins told me that they wanted to go for their dinner at mos.
and asked me whether ii wanna joiin them. i declined, thinkiing that i miite get a few more closer shots of Cyndii.
i diid the wrong thiing.
i shld hav followed them out. cos it was totally impossible for me to take a clear shot of herr!! aghh.
called Yinsuan, again, altho i noe shes very annoyed by me.
i seemed to hav called for moe den 10 times that day.
hahas. well, din noe where she was wad!!
went everywhere adn called her to try discribe where she was.
i could hardly hear anything. it was damn noisy!!
kayss. i told her to meet at the yellow stairs located at a corner.
i tried to squeeze out of da crowd.
here comes the funny part.
while we were still on the line with each other,
and complaining that we cant see each other at the yellow stairs.
i kept scolding her. hahas. den i urned 360 degrees to look but her, but to no avail.
sighh. i continued scolding her as i was damn impatient.
imagine yourself trying to find someone for the whole afternoon?!
suddenly, i turned my head baq to look for her.
guess what. i saw Yinsuan bending down while holding to her handphone and laughing.
what the.. i noe im blurr la.
u too kayys. u cant find me either!! hahas.
wells. heres the sotong story. it true. haha.
so bla bla bla. the 4 of us went walking arnd the area.
the place was very unfamiliar for me. its the first time im there! ellox??
hahas. yeahh. den we went to macs to eat.
actually we din really eat.
i jus bought an ice lemone tea to drink.
yupps. and after we finish drinking, ShiHuii and WenXin went to buy fries.
and came baq putting the tray in between them as YinSuan will steal all their fries.
haha. they offered me but not to YinSuan.
i called her the Fries Monsterr, instead of Cookiee. lolls.
kays. met up wif my cousins, not the younger den me de.
hahas. yah. was sort of sad. cos the 4 of us.
dun bother queueing for her autograph anymore.
u noe how long izziit?!
sigh. its ok anyways.
im not really mad over her.
hahas.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, April 04, 2005
7:05 PM

there iis a biitch in 101.
the one and only bitch in queensway.
iits someone from my class.
she jus cant seem to stop stariing at me iin a ungrateful manner.
and kiip bad mouthiing piipol.
esp me. ii noe all abt iit.
there are spys everywhere.
ill jus thiink positive.
iignore whateva you do.
what youre testiing me iis my patiience.
and how long ii can endure.
all ii will do is to treat you as an iinvisible persoon.
i wiill let u stare @ me as long as you want.
bad mouth me as much as u want.
gossiip as much as u want.
you thiink wadeva you do can hurt me easiily?
NO, you cant. iim a strong headed person.
iif you are tryiing to get riid of me.
waiit tiill the end of next year.
or mabbe thiis year. anyone will drop to N(A)
iim not tryiing to curse anyone to drop to N(A) tho.
ii seemed to be really stupiid to noe u.
and ii heard that youve been passiing notes to ur 'dog' abt me.
well. you thiink ii giive a damn abt it?
N E V E R ~

[ B I T C H* // ]

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, March 31, 2005
10:16 PM

I wonder. why she liiks to be a crowd follower so much.
whats so niice abt having more piipol on ur siide?
does iit mean that u will hav more support frm them?
or does iit mean that u will be popularr?
when many piipol thinks bad of u.
you will think as iif u hav gaiined everyone's trust towards you.
but you are wrong.
noone's trusting you. but thinking bad abt you.
you can be discribed as a vindictive person.
always thinking of ways to prove others wrong.
you think talkiing bad behiind someone's baq can help you gaiin your 'fame' baq.
ii can see you are happy now.
but ii bet you hav heard of the term 'xian1 ku3 hou4 tian2' riight?
thiis is what some friiends and ii are going thru.
we are now iin the process of 'ku3'
and soon. we will be goiing thru the process 'tiian2'
thiinkiing of how stupiid i am.
to follow u everywhere liike an iidiot.
well. and uve got a pet.
liik wad Peii Qii say.
a Chiina 38 chiikon as a pet. really wasteful.
i think the ChiiNa 38 Chiikon iis so much better than you!
you thot u priincess arh.
you thot u hiis gawdsiis den can show off to everyone arh.
you thot u his gawdsiis den can go compare to his others gawdsiis and thiink ure speciial?
please.
'USE YOUR BRAINS'
'USE YOUR BRAINS'
'USE YOUR BRAINS!!'
siing the SARS song and use ur braiins ba.
so what iif u got a very popularr giirl by u siide?
you are tryiing to be as popular as her?
well. u will. just WAIT.
ii know ii sound abiit too harsh here.
and tempestuous.
iif u meet up wiif the same problem.
wiil u be as pissed as me?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, March 26, 2005
11:28 PM

well. it seemed that i havent been blogging for some time.
and many things had happened in sch.
like. um. ive been ignoring sashe'?
cos. um. shes damn irritating and.
she cant bloody hell stop iivanning.
its damn freaking irritating. well my people thot so too.
but they are jus. um not as 'mean' as me.
as my primary sch friends hav known me as a person,
who will always speak out wadeva comes to my miind
but obviously wif thinking.
not jus splurt out wadeva i hav in my mind.
well. some people [u noe who u r] mite think that i am.
sarcastic. well i admit, but in a stupid manner, joking and fooling arnd.
hopefully some people will noe wads the meaning of joking.
not taking things that seriously.
but some people dun really seemed to understand it.

things havent been nice these period of time.
many things had change.
like. sashe' kept on following Janice and Clara
[i jus wondered why she dun feel 'pestered']
theres time when i was really pissed off with Clara.
for being angry wif me for no particular reason.
i dun wanna rake up the past anymore.
so. i decided to not be angry with her.
but it still seemed that she is really pissed with me.
i dont really bother. thinking that i wld jus carry on my 'normal' secondary sch. life.
but thru some connections of friends.
i heard she had been saying things sacarstic.
and talking bad behind my baq.
who cares right? yea. say all u want. and laff all u wan.
ure gonna stay in that school for 5 yrs. and for me? 4.
at least i will get to suffer 1 year lesser.
aiya. i cant be bothered.
if she wanna be angry. let her be.
ill jus remain happy as always. =))

well. took some neoprintx with tt ruuhua and leyii.
during the 1 week holis.
um. actually when we were in cine that day.
i dunno why they meet damn early lor. its like. 10?
when all the shops are still not open yet. haha.
so i went to cut my hair. side-fringe.
well. i knew some people will laff. but i think its nice lar.
betyter den tt person who say its ugly.
i think her hair is even uglier =)) peace
she cut her hair, shorter, when it is already damn short.
not trying to critise her. but im jus stating the fact.
who cares right. they wan to laff den let them lor.
well baq to the outing with ruuhua and leyii.
actually i din wanna go take neos lar. cos no nice machines.
den that ruuhua say that she can seldom go out.
so. she got me to take with them. well it was nice la. haha.

hais. din blog for so long ler.
this blog seemed to be 'expiry'.
so. i decided to post this long post for 'apologising' not posting for such long time.
see this new skin? is it nice? i guess. wahha.
i will change the music soon.
jus think that this music dont really blends with the skin.
ok. ill stop herefor the time being.
hope i will be baq soon =))

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, February 24, 2005
1:44 AM

Everysay in sch is a nice day..
except for the days when there are basketball training..
its never nice.. people there are unfriendly..
'cept for Michelle.. an ex-rafflesian..
and her group of friends.. they are nice..
i hate the pro-ers basketballers
those in sec 2.. they are so.. can i say show off?
i wanna join track!!
oh nooo.. guess wad.. JiaYan join track okayy..
Thats one of the reason why i dowan to joinn..
well she isnt that bad anyway.. just seemed to be abit annonying..
and sometimes.. even make me get so irritatedd!!
and for one more reason..
sighh..
today was idiot..
especially during the first 3 periods!!
arghh.. Physics.. den 2 period of Geog..
its damn boring!
what thee.. almost fell asleep.. yawn
den during chinese lessons..
we were damn hyper..
Haha! screaming and the mad fighting for points
haha.. i dunid to fight for points..
cos of 1 guy.. JunHao..
he make my grp lose point until lao sai!
everytime never pass up homework.. and learn spelling..
heard he got 190+ for psle..
wonder how he got into queensway..
sighh..
den the Janice and Clara person kept walking pass my class..
is my class so nice?
only that we're damn hyper in chinese lessons wad
somemore the notice board all these so not nice..
keep walking pass for wad?! sighh..
duno la.. omg..
YanXun, Paul, YuPing and JinYin played the 'spirit of the coin' game..
oso known as the Ouija Board..
omg!! so scaryy
i dun wanna say that anymore..
the 111 pupils played and got caught..
scaryy

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, January 27, 2005
2:32 PM

Haiz..Im in basketball..
so did YinSuan! i wonder who else did..
well.. Hiromi and Nicole got into Soccer..
wonder why they put it as one of their choices..
I will never understand the rules of soccer..
Sashe' got into volleyball.. and ya know wad..
she h8s it! shes dyign to join gurl guides.
but too bad shes not in.. and YuPing!
argh.. she put Basketball as her choice too.
but she got into volley i think.
wads wrong with Mr Justin?!
people put basketball as first choice den gib ppl 2nd/3rd..
tml YuPing oso gonna look fer Mr Justin!
Today's recess was damn funny..
after we hav eaten..
we went to look for XiaoDan and YinSuan..
coz we saw their beloved Benjamin..
they wanna ask him whether he wear contacts.
Both XiaoDan and YinSuan placed a bet on that..
XiaoDan bet saying he never wear..
den we all dun dare to go to the table where Benjamin is sitting with his friends lor
so stupid! lolx.. we walked towards the table..
laugh laugh laugh.. turn den walk baq again..
we jus dun hab the guts to ask him tt Q
haha! den we saw PeiQi coming.. we somehow got splitted up while finding for XiaoDan and YinSuan
we told PeiQi wad we are gonna do..
she sed she needed to call her mother for some reasons and tell her when Benjamin finish eating
Benjamin went to put baq his plate lor.. and went to wash his hands when...
all of us ran towards him.. lolx!
He looked as if we're gonna kill him or smth haha!
we jus asked him the question and he replied saying he dun wear contacts..
haha! den actually.. XiaoDan and YinSuan bet 5 bucks de lor
den we go increase the price to 10 bucks!
haha.. we siao de lor.. haha..
and XinYing look so.. =))
haha! btw.. when Benjamin answering the question tt time..
he look sso unfriendly lor.. den XinYing say he left a bad impression on her le..
thats not the first time he leave a bad impression on XinYing..
coz he join NCC ma.. then XinYing saw him in the Noticeboard lor..
den he looked.. erm.. not as shuai as now haha!
thats the only way i can say..
After recess we went baq to class in a group.
den XiaoDan took out the year 2002 yr bk and show us lor..
she showed us Benjamin in the picture! haha!
look damn farnie oso..! that pic oso left a bad impression for XinYing! haha!
Sashe' borrowed the book frm XiaoDan and went on looking for Ivan and Phylip..
she seemed to lyk Ivan alot..
evrytime during recess.. she will lyk keep looking for him one lor..
and Phylip oso.. haha! siao leh she..
got her *Dhanik le still not enuff issit?
*DARN IT MAN! =x haha!!
hope she doesnt read my this or im so so so dead.. haha!
hate PE nowadays..
the past few weeks in sch.. we ran 1.6km during PE..
today we ran 2km.. cant imagine how long we gotta jog for the nex 3 yrs haha!
its just 1 month and we do jogging every PE lesson.. so idiotic!
arghh..
anyways.. i gtg le.. buaii

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*



take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

u all know arh..
in the above picture..
the guy @ the left hand side de..
so many ppl lyk him aehh!
YinSuan, XinYing, Ariyani, Xiao Dan..
dunno still still got who la..
so shuai meh?
i think Gino and Jay shuaierr.. haha!
but i dun mind saying hes fanie..
but still cannot be compared to the above 2 ive sed..
haha! JR oso quite shuai wad.. haha
haizz..
this post.. is XinYing call me to post de..
so sian lor..
hard man the science test today,,.
think i will score badly
and Mrs Tan say that the highest for Geog, test is only 42.5!
what the..
u think i can get 42.5?
i hope im the one la..
but dun hav too high hopes ba.. coz..
Shaheena damn smart lorr..
we test her tt time.. she lyk everything oso noe liddat
she Mrs Tan oso say got ALOT OF FAILURES!
diee..
haiz.. i gtg le kayy..
XinYing.. stare @ the pic @ long as u wan..
kayy?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, January 26, 2005
2:14 AM

i hate it i hate it i hate it!!
last thursday maths test..
monday chinese test..
thuesday english test..
wednesday geography test..
thursday which is tmr science test..
what the.. i suc lorr.. so dead..
heng maths test i got full marks..
chinese i missed A1 by 1 PATHETIC MARK!
1 MARK!! WHAT THE HELL! 1 MARK!!
i wanna cry le!!
74 leh!! 74!! unlucky number!!
somemore the test damn simple!
how can i get so low lorr..
xinying for 86!! what theee.. missed highest by 87..
Sashe' got 71!! woa lauu..
how can Xinying be so smart!!
hahah! so jealous!
OH NOOOO..
somemore when givin' lao shi mark the corrections tt time..
lao shi sed i did quite well..
she sot ar? 74 still good?
dunno how to say very lousy arhh?!
hmphh..
maths test was easy too.. yayy..
Ms Lin gib the 7 of us who got full marks CHOCOLATE!!
yayayy.. Xinying gav me hers.. how nice of her lorr!!
den me adn sashe' split into half haha!
GEOGRAPHY SUCKS!
I seriously think i will fail the test with 'flying colours'
wahha! ok.. but hope will do well oso la..
dun wanna be such a pessimist..

after school.. went to RGPS! yayy..
haiz.. ive always been looking forward to this day..
but.. it ends up.. HORRIBLE..
first.. we got into the school gate obviously.. den.. the guard say we gotta go to the general office for dunno wad use..
so.. we walked to the general office lorr..
den this stupid women came and ask us wad are we there for..
den we of coz told her tt we came to visit teachers..
she scolded us for like.. dunno wad bloody reason..
and sed we came in such big group..
i was thinking.. very big mer?
it was like.. merely 7 of us can..
arghh.. scold us for wad.. mad woman..
Me, Charmaine, Adabel, Hazel, Kimberly, Amadea and Mich..
tt woman walked away..
we still cant be bothered lor..
so we went to visit bookshop aunty!! yayy..
haha.. she was like.."woa.. ni men juan bu duo bu yi yang de xue siao arh?"
den just chatted with her for a while before we went to the 4th floor and look for Mrs Ong..
haiz.. thats the mostt boring thing!
Amadea, Mich and kimberly just chatted with her..
while Me, Adabel, Hazel and Charmaien jsut stand @ the side tt talking among ourselves lor..
Mrs Ong oso never come and talk to us..
so.. we heck care la..
We wanted to go to the field and play some throw and catch in the field lor..
budden like.. we cant wander arnd the school..
and the suay-est thing is..
Clara, Nicole and Sadrina are there too..
i thot Nicole was suppose to come wif us..
Mabbe Sadrina persuaded her to join dem instead..
what the hell lor..
Bet Clara sed lozza bad things abt me..
but im sort of used to it already..

haiz.. the trip to RGP was totally boring..
even Hazel sed tt she regretted joining us..
Me too.. i regretted.. so do Adabel..
sigh.. after tt.. the 4 of us.. Me, Charmaine, Adabel and Kimberly went to Bukit Timah Plaza..
we are lyk damn thirsty!!
so went to KFC for a drink.. haiz.. i drank the fastest lor! and somemore my one is MEDIUM size while the rest bought small..
hahah! i was going to die of thirst @ first kayy..
well.. den.. we went popular lorr.. coz Charmaine wanna buy some pens..
and that is the first time i was totally broke and left wit only a few cents in my wallet -.-||
i saw the 8 days there and was so damn tempted to buy..
so i thot of an idea.. haha!!
i told charmaine " aye charmaine! u lyk never buy b-day pressie for me right! buy me 8-days kay? haha!"
den i put the 8-days @ the counter haha!!
thnx to charmaine i got my 8days!! hahha!!
and i wanna thnx her father for sending me home!!
his father remembers where i stay ya know!! haha..
neways.. it think ill stop here for todayy..
byee~

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, January 24, 2005
7:35 PM

Yayy! Thnx to Nicole for saving mua blog..
*Geek* always helpsss =))
i thot i gotta change my skin agen..
sigh.. make me so frustrated @ first..
haha.. finally problem solved!! whee..

Was reading Georgina's blog just now..
talking abt her trip to SBH[issit?]
yea.. and meeting her Ronald
Whee! So lucky lor..
I should have gone!!
why i always make the wrong choice one?!?!
Unfated baar..
Kimberly will be so eager to see himm..=))
Am i right? hes ur beloved right?
Wahaha! hope she doesnt read this..
Or im gonna get it frm her sooner/later..
Hahaha!

I cant wait till Wednesdayy!
so many people going to rgps!!
` Amadea ` Michelle `Kimberly ` Adabel ` MeEE ` ZhiYing ` Caitlyn ` Nicole ` Charmaine ` Louisa ` Hazel..
dunno who else ler..
but quite a number or us!
yayy! funn funn..
I managed to sweet talk kimberly to come and fetch me with charmaine!! whaha!!
Am i a gooseberry?!
whaha!! sryy.. say wrong thign agenn..
MUST rmb to bring camera!! must!! must!!
yayy!! must take us in different uniform!! yay!!
6c-reunited!! whee
sry.. im going bonkiee!!
ok.. ill stop this crap.. wahha..

School ish funn!
yay!! still getting along well with everyone cept for 1 irritating ger..
sit beside me somemore..
my partner for maths somemore..
suayy right?? budden the lucky thing is..
she takes higher MT so.. she gotta go to other class for lessons..
den i sit with Sashe' during chinese..
pheww..
TODAY'S CHINESE TEST IS DIFFICULT!! VERY HARDD
i did study for it kayy..
but im very very very very happy that i scored well for..
MATHS TEST!!
yay.. im starting to like maths.. =))
mabbe the paper was easy or smth..
Ms Lin gave those 7 ppl chocolate for scoring full marks..
yay!! the chocolate rocks!!
ya know wad? the chocolate 'MELTS IN UR MOUTH!!'
HAHA! I think my friends r damn irritated by me saying tt..
but it really does melt into ur mouth!
freaakking shiioockk! haha,, serious!
I think i 4got the name of the chocolate but i rmbed its from Meiji or Meiqi haha.. dunno larr..

ok.. i think i stop here.. wanna watch tv.. haha.. and..
TML ENGLISH TEST! hope i will do well =))

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, January 20, 2005
12:08 PM

grrr.. how dare she say tt queensway suc?
her queenstown den suc la!
i smsed vanessa W. and asked her wad sch she in..
shes in queenstown..and she asked me wad school im in.
den when i replied and sed queensway..
she replied saying.."queenstown is better den queensway by right, and the school uniform is nicer unlike urs.. purple.. so ugly.. and weird.."
wtf?~ i think tt mine is UNIQUE can?
hers is so sulky.. sucks to the core man!
after reading wad she sed.. i replied her"shld i say.. my uniform is unique? queensway got normal acab de scholar.. altho in normal.. so do queenstown hav normal..den queensway got howcome queenstown dun hab? meaning it is lousier..and queenstown got more bengs.. but i do admit tt the cca facilities there are better"
woa lau eh.. i cant imagined ijust sed tt to her..
lata she go complain to her marder arh..
den she replied saying"haha.. wadeva la.. "
BOO!!
nothign else to say ler issit?
finally lost to me!
wth! freaakking angry wif her can?
like as if she can applied to queenstown den very kiang..
neways.. mabbe she oso applied to queensway..
i heard.. den cannot get in only.. whaha!
LOSERR..
1 thing tt made me damn scard after i heard tt she mabbe appling to queensway tt time.. is tt..
got on teacher come to my class and ask if theres a gurl called, VanessA Wong.
den i was liuke sos cared she will come my class/school lor..
she got lower den me by less den 10 marks leh..
den comfirm come my class de ma..
heng heng heng she never come..
so kia lang man..
or else arh.. i'll be @ a lost lerhh
having her in a class is a torture..
if she dun lyk someone.. she can call someone a 'slut' lor..
she called su yee a slut last yr..
and mrs ong saw tt in a autograph bk.
and reprimended her..kaux..
serve her right..
noone call her to scold others such vulgar words lorr
wahha..
ok.ill stop here ler.. go find new blog skins le la..
ppl complaining!

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
9:33 PM

ArgHH..when can we start decoratiing the notice board?
Ariyani gotta tell us the details of when to stay back to decorate it..
and she is oso in charge of buying the items..
wonder if mrs leong has passed her the money for buying the items..
40 bucks.. do u think its enuff?
heck heck.. heh heh heh..
neways.. the board ish already 'dead'
its damn poor thing can? altho its not a living thing..
kaux.. paul, yan xun, melvin, zhong ting and leonard..
go punch the notice board until got 1 hole..
damn funny..
when mrs leong ask them why they punch the board..
den yan xun sed,"to vent our anger mah!.. angry den go punch lorr"
wahaha.. so straight forward wor..
as if hes talking to someone he knows really well xD

today was horrible..
gawd.. ms ong wanted us to stay bak for science..
ArgHhh.. i din know we gotta stay bak today..
i thot it was next week! wth..
i got tuition today @ 2:30.. den i secretly smsed my brother during science lesson..
luckily i sat right @ the bak with sashe', xiaodan and yin suan..
sashe' and i went to one 'mama' shop to buy SWEETS!! again xD
well.. after that.. we went bak to the school's main gate.. and say paul and his friend there..
asked them why they were doing there den they say wanna see how..
sashe' sunday school's rumoured bf.. 'darnic' dunno how to spell his name..
looked lyk.. whaha!! i wanted to stay bak too.. but.. sigh.. got tuition..
reached home.. @ abt 2:30 lor..
den waited and waited and waited for my tutor..
heck!
guess wad..
she din come okayy..
3:30 ler!! so.. i decided to page ler lor..[so oldyy still using pager.. lolx!]
den after 2 hr den she reply.. woa lau.. always liddat one..
lata lyk last time liddat.. i page her 2 hrs be4 the tuition to tell her i nid to cancle the class..
she 2 hrs lata den call me back.. den say she on the way to my she le..
den she will start scolding me why i dowan to call her earlier..
2 hrs lata still not early aR? wth!damn angry can..
nvm nvm.. 4get it..

tml got maths test..
next week is test week..got test almost everyday!
monday : chinese, tuesday : english, wednesday : georgraphy, thursday : science!! friday : no school =))
schedule full le.. sob sob..and..
i am starting to hate some of my primary school friends..
the rafflesians in queensway are damn nice..
i know most of them la.. whaha..actually.. all.. cept for 1..
well.. life in queensway is still acceptable.. =))
hope it will remain like this..
joking and laughing everyday.. my class is siaox.. esp. the boys..
one thing i dun lyk is..
my chinese grp. stupid lee lao shi want us to be grouped up..
into groups of 4..
dammit.. my grp only got 4 can? den im the only ger.?
arghhh..
heck care la..
i fink ill stop here la.. write enuff le.. kay.. byee

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Saturday, January 15, 2005
12:27 PM

shouting and screaming out to all jiawei fan!
buy this week's U magazine!!
shes in there!! wahaha!
im going siaox!
i dunno if its nice or not..
the front cover is the one with..
Chai Chun Jia[joi]..
mus buy kay? xD
hope have many many page on her..
wahahha!!
i think my handphone bill gonna 'break target' le..
gawd..i tell u.. comfirm 100 plus de..
i tried to sms fewer but i cant!
when ppl sms me.. i tried not to reply..
budden i will feel abit.. weird..
how come never reply ppl's msg.
so in the end.. i oso got reply. haha..
den.. when the principal talking in the school hall..
i cant help it but to sms..
we cant talk! as in.. we can la.. but..
lata kena caught by tt stupid DM den have to stand up..
even more malu..
budden when u sms.. one handphone is less den 10cm lor..
den wont be caught so easily xD
well.. i dunno why am i blogging la..
coz.. i have no special things to talk abt..
haha. i lyk only came to say abt the U magazine =))
wahha.. tt4n.. bye byee

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Friday, January 14, 2005
11:24 PM

heyheyx!!
i just camo bak frm camo ytd..
its totally boring!! and.. we gotta slp in class, on the floor no air-con..
michelle, im really getting jealous..
mgs seemed to hav everything!
and i mizz my primary school friends..
`cept for some.. i think euu ppl shld know who im stating..
my class always giv teachers lozza trouble..
i think we're the class who giv the teachers the deepest impression..
but i h8 this ger in my class..
always volunteer to do things..
and thinks tt ppl really lyk her ideas and accepts it..
but in the end it totally sucks! its damn disgusting! all her idea..
and my goodie friend got a bf..
bet the whole class knows abt it.. her bf is sitting behind me only..
@ first ar.. i thot they were damn close friends..
how i know in the end.. become gf and bf..[amadea.. this is a good example haha!]
yupx.. so.. everytime go talk to him de..
hey by the way..hes not a guai kia ok..
hes damn bad one lor.. evil, mean, and..vulgarities..
haha.. but.. when u sit like infront of behind of he and some of the boys in class..
they can joke and joke until u get siaox one lor..
haha.. im dead serious.. during the campfire night.. we sit behind dem la..
its lyk.. they made us laugh until siaox lor..
my class got this disgusting alien..dunno frm which planet one.. come flyign to planet earth..
woa lau.. he damn evil can? she lyks my friends who got bf liaox
when we ask the class whether they know whose my friend bf..
all of my classmates know lor..
den this alien.. he lyks her can? den so ugly can? thats why we call him alien!
everytime scratch oso.. like mr lim cc liddat..
woa lau.. and his actions make us wanna puke man!
i promise u guys wun wanna hear this..
ok.. 4get abt this.. i dowan to talk abt it ler..
and ytd we got this cca tryouts and see wad cca to join lor..
i think i joining basketball ba..
den my frewns and i went to take the lift..
guess who we saw?
we benjamin! lolx.. my friend miss her opportunity again!!
haha! he's wearing his NCC uniform!!
all of us was like..'woa shuai shuai' haha..
den we thot he closing the lift liao ma..
den lata tt soopid mr ho came in.. den he saw benjamin..
den he say "woa.. someone who got nice body shape looks very smart in the uniform"
den benjamin like bow liddat.. hahaa.. damn farnie.. i face the side and and lurff..
haha.. so.. 6Csianx`-04
when u all wanna go bak to rgps?
i dowan go on this monday laa..i think i going bak on new yr..
i gtg le.. byee

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
5:56 PM

I've always been pessimistic..
before school starts..
i thot i will never meet any friends
but now..i think ive met some nice friends..
the boys sitting behind me are siaox..
they really are..
tho they r damn vulgar..[worse den me? & mich..haha]
they are damn funny lor..
like the clowns in 101 xD
among my friends..
theres one ger ive always thot her as a flirtagious ger lolx.
but shes nice..
she got lotzza crushes in school!
one of dem ish school prefect wor..
in the past few days..
my friends and i hav tried to help her..
by getting the prefect's class..
haha..
i know we're siaox xD
and ytd..
we wrote a message to one of her crush..
asking him whether he lyk my frewn..
haha.. den the guy's friend sed he already got a gf..
dunno whether its true..
but i guess hes faking..
hes not very shuaii lor..
haha.. den we went to tell my friend wad he sed..
she kept blushing kay..
so farnie..
den today.. we did like wad we did the past few days..
went helping her again..
haha.. recess tt time got alot of ppl wad..
den i din notice this guy infront of me lor
den almost bang onto him.. haha..
den when i face up. i saw it was the prefect my friend lyk..
lolx.. den my friend and i were like..
" eh!! ur beloved!! faster! good opportunity!! ask wad class la!!"
haha.. she dun dare to ask lor..
den we went a whole bigg round arnd and queue for food lor..
woa lau.. damn close can?
go ask la.. haha.. lyk ppl still dun dare to ask.. hahaa
kay.. den.. went baq to class lor..
she wrote me a massage..[im nort gonna say wad issit la..]
den she seemed damn angry liddat..
den i started like..
make her not so angry liddat..
coz all of us know ar.. when she angry tt time..
damn hiong one lor..
like can kill ppl liddat de.. even the boys oso like got shocked liddat..
hahaha..



so.. yeaa..im looking forward to the camp this coming thurs and fri..
we gotta slp in classrm kay?
gers slp in class boys slp in hall lor..
woa laux.. ahha..but.. i hope it will memoral ba.. =)))
ok.. i gtg ler.. cyaxxx

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Saturday, January 08, 2005
7:50 PM

Today was damn funn!! haha
morning, i begged kim to go with me to STTA to watch jiawei's table tennis match..
my last opportunity to see her.. haha
so..
kim finally got the guts to ask her mother..
den we got a hard time planning how to meet..
all her fault..
dunno how to stay @ home right..
go her grandmother's hse oso good..
ok.. so..
my brother send me to bouna vista den..
met stupid kim 15 mins lata..
everytime late one this ger..
sigh..
so.. took cabby to stta and meet delphine..
hmm.. first thing i say when i saw her..
wahhh.. so tall.. ( no offence.. im short u noe.. )
den.. we went inside and wait for yanqing and gagg*
so.. before yanqing and gagg*(nickname in jiawei's tagboard) came..
we saw jaiwei coming out frm one of the door..
den.. the first thing i say was oso..
wahh so tall ar.. =x
haha.. so.. the mixed doubles starts..
followed by the women double..
woa lau.. tan peyfern and zhang xueling pair up..
den.. li jiawei and xu yan paired up..
half way playing, tan peyfern hit the ball den it flew towards me kay..
den dropped infront of me..
i was like.. damn shocked!
so.. i picked it up and stared infront..
den saw jiawei walking nearer den i threw the ball to her..
woa lau.. den delphine&yanqing sed..
got smth to post in ur blog liaox.. lolx..
so.. here i am..
posting this.. hahaha.. @ tt moment.. i was damn happy lor..
hahha.. ok la.. not really happy la..
like.. very shuang liddat.. hahaha..
i thot the ball was gonna hit my head.. as it flew damn high!
den.. after this game was followed by women single?
yea. i guess.. if i never rememberedd it wrongly.. haha
yea.. so ble bla bla..
jiawei won both mixed doubles and women singles against xu yan..
women double.. sighh.. i dowan to mention liaox..
@ first is jiawei and xuyan leading.. den in the end..
dunno wad happen liaox. sighh..
den they say wad it was way too early to start the match @ 3
so they say wad.. wait until 3 le den start...and they will pass arnd the tsunami donation box..
so.. i gave 2 bucks lor.. better den kim.. 4get to bring her wallet..
delphine, yanqing and perlinda(gagg, according to delphine) went to some other place after that..
den left me and kimberly..
she kept complaining tt she damn hungry! and THIRSTY..
so we went out of stta and she went to buy can drink lor.. and bought super ring..
everything i pay de.. kind? lolx.. jk..
after that.. we went to the track there den i call her help me time my 50m..
i damn slow kay.. must train ler!!!
so.. time flies and we went bak to stta and help the rest chop seat for the men singles..
den i looked @ my watc and saw tt it is 4:30 ler.. so..
i bid the 3 of dem gudbye den left with kim lor..
wah lau.. raining outside..
den we walk out to the busstop there and took a cabby..
poor kim.. 4get bring wallet.. oso 4get to bring her jacket.. somemore wear white.. den gotta run in the rain
hahahah.. xD
ok.. den i got home.. and had tuition frm 5-7
here am i.. now posting this blog..
haha.. took quite a while eh? hahaha..
so damn angry..
be4 i left home and go meet kim..
i check my cam if theres still battery..
den i check ler.. it showed there full!!
den when i was @ stta and wanna take a pic..
dun hav bat ler.. den cannot take photo kay! grr..
nvm.. its not the end.. i will still get to see her right?! haha
ok.. i think ill stop here.. gtg ler..
cya blogggg..
MuAcKz.. haha.. xD

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Saturday, December 25, 2004
1:02 AM

Havent been blogging since..ok. since a while..
so.. i decided to post everything @ once..
hah.. so.. wasnt really surprise when i am posted to Queensway..
people going to that school includes..Claribel, Nicole Yeo, Shahidah/Shahirah.. cant remember.. and Clara..
im pretty shock when i heard Clara ish going to Queensway too..
thot she always say she wanna go st.margs..well.. dun care la..
these are not the only ones who went Queensway la.. still got some 6A&B ppl.. too lz to say who they are kay..
yea.. everyone's split.. sad..
Amadea's going Cedar Girls'.. Kimberly's going to New Town..Charmaine's going to New Town too..Lucky Michelle's going MGS got in coz of her swimming.. Kendra's going CHIJ Katong.. budden told me shes going to Chai Chee.. idiot ger..Katie's in England.. lucky too.. Krystle's going to St.Theresa.. Louisa got posted to HuaYi budden wanna appled to St.Theresa..she got pretty upset she cant get into St.Theresa coz of 1 pathetic mark.. yea..
Hope everyone to meet new friends and NOT 4get meh!! lolx..
Better keep in contact..kay?

The day after i went to collect my school posting.. i went to my NEW school..
Queensway Sec..
WHYYY!! TELL ME WHY!! everyone got someone they know(as in @ least 1 rafflesianx) in their class but not me..
how can they do that! its so damn freaking unfair!!
well.. saw my New classmates..one of the nanyang guy ish tania's classmate..
such coinsidental..
Tania.. u better dun anyhow talk kay..or else.. u know wat im gonna do yea? :D
hmm went to class sec101.. and bought my books, uniform and everything i need for school..
sort of looking forward for school.. Hols. ish damn boring!(esp. when im sick for weeks)
hope ill get along well with mua new classmates den..
as u know.. im Anti-Social..(u cant blame me for being liddat.)


Today's Christmas..
Wishing everyone reading my blog a Merry Christmas =D and get many many pressies!! haha
i guess most of u have gone out shopping yeh? unlike me..
well.. gtg watch tv..
may all your wishes come true =D

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
2:54 AM

hmm.. wad i wanna say is.. i mean wad happen when i was @ Queenstown Sec. this sec 2/3 prefect is incharge of bringing us arnd the school.. den almost everywhere she go.. she will step on my shoe one lor.. lolx.. i think she step on my shoes for abt 4 times liaox.. woah lau.. is my shoe that nice to step on?! lolx..

okie.. i admit this post is really short.. but i really nuttin to write.. just to continue my previous post.. hahaha.. XD cya soon!

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Monday, November 29, 2004
3:57 AM

Wooohoo.. i think i've gone mad over JiaWei once again.. sigh.. Amadea, u can call me crazy if u want haha..as in.. SOMETHING made me go mad over her again *blink blink* yupx.. hmm.. done so badly for PSLE.. die.. now i think i hav to study harder to catch up some of my mates choosing the same sec school as me.. i dont even know if i will go into the school i chose as first choice but hope so la..
My choices of schools :
1st choice - Queensway
2nd choice - Queenstown
3rd choice - New Town
4th choice - Monks' Hill
5th choice - Bukit View
6th choice - Kent Ridge
lousy hor? i think those who are reading my blog shld get an idea of how much u got for PSLE right? hmm.. `GANBATTE!

i actually wanted to appeal for New Town Sec. using my softball one.. but.. i dont think MOE agrees to let that secondary school to use tt kinda appeal or stuff liddat la.. dunno wad the principal was talking abt :P.. hahax.. anyways.. after that.. my brother and i wanted to go queenstown and see where the school is located and see how wassit like la.. den i saw Queensway Sec. on the way to Queenstown Sec. so.. i intended to drop by and see lo.. when my brother drive in.. i saw one familiar face.. hmm.. guess who i saw? its Claribel! wahha.. my food producer of coz :P when i was walking towards her.. she was like.. so -gong- liddat.. ahha. like.. cant reconise me liddat.. haha.. yea.. den one teacher

aiya i dowan talk abt the trip arnd Queenstown sec liaox la.. but one thing i wanna say is.. cuz .. AIYA..,i continue next time la!! i have to go.,. oki! byee

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